a little space for me to tell my thoughts

at the moment, i'm feelin really awful. college is starting, and i got to get used to the environment. i feel behind compared to others and it freaks me out, i don't know how to grow. its hard to talk to people :,p. but anyways just writing this instead of bottling it in, im in like my last days before i will be in duh shitter. its really hard and i dont know how i'll get through this. i'm really scared