its just a sussy baka and it cannot be that bad
7.9.21

idk what im doing lul

nvm life is kinda shit
i just like what am i doing
i haven't done anything
i wasted these 3 years 'n stuff and like idk

haven't updated for a hot minute
actually these past few days have been decent to meh but tolerable
found a new way to heal n stuff like the power of being on a creative high
like whenever im sad sometimes i try to write poetry and my fingers just go
type some beautiful stuffs converting bad shit to good
i think its just whenever i feel shit i get inspired a hell lot but yeah also very sad
but idk life's been meh as supposed to fat shit in the pants... once again
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11.6.20
du du du doooinnn yer moom

10.18.20
i dun wanna go to school arriving in the physical state and presence...
im bloody fokn tired and done im not trying to go back bruh i dont want to
fuckin just let us keep the option to stay a little longer
i dont wanna go outside

10.14.20
I AM ENLIGHTENED! OH THE POWER OF SOUND REVIVES MY DESIRE ONCE AGAIN TO COMPLETE EMMIE AND KATHERINE!
but i cant figure out the fucking middle part
ok kinda sounds weird but im fucking moved by how i picture emmie and katherine near the end with the music im listening to and holy crap it fits so well its so good.....

9.11.20
FOR FUCKING ONCE I HAVE SPACE ON MY LAPTOP JESUS CHRIST LITERALLY ROBLOX LOGS AND A BUNCH OF FILES FROM THINGS IVE UNINSTALLED (mainly video editing thing) SAT THERE LIKE INSTEAD OF HAVING ONLY 1 GB LEfT I HAVE 87 GB TO USE SO NOW I CAN DOWNLOAD TWINE AGAIN


anyway did you know that the times are consecutively in secular phases in which we compromise the halves of our wholes to create a union, mass of voidancy that is full of malignancy and what not so that we could birth as this new form and uh... the everlasting power
of 5g network

9.8.20
constipation anxiety XD

9.6.20
help

8.13.20
shidded my pant first day of school


7.19.20
ok am trying to work on a twine story but i dont really know what im doing lol
its kinda boring but im trying wahhhhhh
also am sad




7.14.20
to lazy 2 update pages rn but here is a diary
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